how do we do this?

I'm having a hard time posting anything, given that it seems so inappropriate to carry on as normal after the letter to Ashley. How does one then pick up where one left off? I don't want to seem callous by blogging about blah, blah daily life when in reality I think about Ashley every single day.

This clumsy little post is my attempt at a transition... a slow cross-fade from the immense tragedy of Ashley's death to... to mundane blog posts about life? Uhm, I guess so. Bear with me... and watch this space.

Meanwhile, there are some beautiful videos here: ashleycallie.co.za